Loving God.
Without total certainty due to
ignorance on my part, but with a fair guess, I would think most people with a
sense of spirituality would aim to achieve this at some level - regardless of
who or what they see God as being. Although we will not all realize agreement
on that subject, today’s concept disregards our differences and can only truly
unite, if put into practice.
I have grown up with the idea
that worship of God is the ultimate act of love towards Him. Worship was
defined as singing songs of praise to Him, thanking Him for what we have,
praying words of adoration to Him.
I have since come to disagree
with this idea.
I struggle to view God as the
supreme essence of megalomania.
I do not deny the benefit of
worship as I’ve been taught, to be a helpful
reminder of how we view God or of how we endeavour to be, but I now embrace
doubt that those actions profit Him.
This leads me straight into the quest for the answer of how truly to love God.
I can only come to one
conclusion: The act of loving others
is the crucial, essential and implicitly singular method of actually loving Him.
I think God, as we do, recognizes
the old adage that “talk is cheap”. I don’t think He wants our words aimed back at Himself, but rather
His love directed straight at others through what we do. Exponential measures of changed
lives can be achieved through pure love shared by those who truly love Him.
We could:
Sing “I love you Lord”
Or
We could freely babysit for an overworked single
mother and rock her babies to sleep with tenderness.
We could:
Say “I am thankful for many
blessings”
Or
We could give our warmest leather
gloves right off our hands as we come to a street corner with a man sitting freezing
in the cold, begging for change.
We could:
Lift our hands as we sing “Your
love is amazing”
Or
We could embrace a homosexual and
love them just as they are, as we
would any cherished heterosexual daughter.
We could:
Bow our heads as we sit in the
pews and pray for our sick neighbour
Or
We could hold their hand, cry
with them and pray for peace as they lose the battle to cancer.
We could:
Pray for humility
Or
We could volunteer to clean the
overused toilets at a teen drop-in centre.
We could:
Pray for forgiveness
Or
In an attitude of repentance, humbly
ask for the help we need to take steps to change our negativity.
I have a confession to make.
I have recently wept over my own
failures in some of these very areas.
Inadequacy chokes as I type who I
desire to be, but know I can never
totally become. That is – a complete lover of God.
Love of self stands in the pathway.
I must hope in the redemption
of error. (That is, in spite of my faults good can still result, often on
the part of others.)
At the same time I must attempt
to express my love towards God by rather aiming it towards others.
Amen.
Thank you for sharing what was on your heart today! I 100% agree with you, I think there are alot of different ways to love God but I think loving others is #1.
ReplyDeleteThe important thing is that you realize your own inadequacy. Like an alcoholic, the first step is recognizing that there is a problem. So many in the church don't even see that. My prayer is that your heart today is the heart of a thousand tomorrow.
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Great blog Susie. I would only change the 'Ors' to 'Ands" because I think we should do both. But I totally get what you are saying here. I have been thinking a lot about this in my own life and how i deal with others. Thank you.
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